"I once hand-made a girlfriend a 50 page leather bound book. It was an illustrated fairy tale about a princess and an eccentric magician. The magician had his heart broken so badly in the past that instead of keeping it in his chest where it could easily get hurt again, he kept it locked up in a rusty trunk under his bed, where it had withered into a shriveled apricot. A lot happens that can’t really be summed up in one paragraph, but at the end, his apricot heart swells to the size of a house and they end up living happily ever after inside of it. It took me about a month to make, it was all rhyming, hand painted… something I was pretty gosh darn proud of. I really poured a lot into it, and I think it’s filled with some of my best paintings yet. Sadly in real life the story didn’t end as happy as it did in the book. Let’s just say I’m living alone in that giant apricot heart at the moment."

Matthew Gray Gubler (via jarrodis)

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This is my blog

and I’m going to bitch for a quick moment.

I don’t want to be around for anything anymore! The love I have put into certain things and people is turning to complete shit on my part and well, ladies and gents, it seems everyone is just so disappointed by me all the time that it is as if I don’t serve a purpose here. I’m highly contemplating selling my Mac and everything else that can make a quick buck, packing my bag, and hitting the road. Only to go as far as my feet and body let me, wherever that may be.